I wrote this in the morning.
It's Mother's Day. All y'all know I lost my Mom in 2010 and life can be hard without her. But in her absence, I'm learning how to handle life and grow into myself.
For those I call Mama Bear, I'm not going to promise the world, but I can promise:
To not let my feelings ride on what other people think of me.
To take everything one day at a time. Because that's how days work: one at a f-cking time.
To remember "there's food at home" isn't so much a vibe killer, but a reminder to be a better steward of my resources.
To remember "all the other kids are going" isn't a good reason for going.
To remember cleaning doesn't have to be hard or difficult, especially if I do a little bit every day.
To remember sleep and good food are the two best cures for anything.
To remember there is almost nothing better than sitting at home with no bra, no makeup, covered in Dorito dust, and a cat on my lap.
To remember it's not all bad. I am alive.
To remember to drink some water.
To remember the only way out is through. I got this.
And to remember asking for help isn't giving up. It's refusing to give up.