Anything but demoralization. I understand the magnitude of what these sick f-cks are doing. I understand the depression of watching their dimwitted cattle repeating back the programming of their entire adult lives.
I don't know what to do either. I suspect it has to be something new -- we can't beat these f-cks using the apparatus that's set up because that apparatus is owned by the very people we're fighting. We needs new tools and new leaders.
In the interim, put your energy into positive actions. Join a party organization, go to meetings, knock on doors, make calls, talk to friends, raise money, go to local government meetings, raise objections, tear up the track so the cars can't run to the camps. Sabotage and recruit.
That list is as much for me as for you. I need to do that sh-t too. Posting here helps nobody.