Re: Diet and Exercise 2011: Better Than This.
Goals for the year:
1) Lose all the weight on my body... yes, this is hyperbole. I've decided that I've had enough. I'm done with the extras, the candy, alcohol, etc. There are two ends on this... one is that my health isn't getting better in the sense that I still have high BP and that I've picked up a nagging standing related injury that I was never able to get to heal because I have to walk everywhere. This is my own fault, I probably need to see a specialist about it... I don't want to... it only bothers me if I've been standing a lot and when I first get up in the morning... rather tight. [I will say, that as a whole, I believe I am healthier than I was this time last year.] The second end is that I am 29 (in 7 days) and I'm sure some of you have seen my ventings and flailings over the years. I'm sick of it, I'm sick of being 2nd best, I'm sick of being awkward, etc. I know that physical appearance is one aspect and I know that I will always be me... too smart for my own good, over analytic, shy, nervous, etc... BUT... a good physical appearance can neutralize a lot of these things because perceptions feed into reality. In a year I will be 30... there's a lot of things I thought I would have done by now... but then again there are things I never would have imagined (living in or in the shadow of a major city and lifting heavy weights as an example). It frustrates me to see the trash that we consider "men" succeed while I've had a hard time of things... for as much as you've seen of me in the political threads note that I am a good guy and most of my desire to impute my thoughts on things is either a desire to make things better or to protect people and my short temper
Nevertheless, I need to be the person I know I can be... while I may not be done being single... too many factors that can't be changed in a year, I'm done being this big. I can control that or else I will never have control over that. The only issue with this goal is that I've picked up an interest in brewing beer because it sounds like fun and not everybody has done it... that won't help with my goals for sure. Generally, I have to diet on "strict rules" because I know I am a person who can give into weakness. I don't have anybody present in my life who is going to moderate or "provide strength" in this so I need to keep things fairly strict. On the other hand, I'm not going nuts on the dieting. The current plan is two meals supplemented by protein powder and fruits. Yes, I know it should be three, but I've never been one to have time to get breakfast together. I will have protein powder available to supplement. I don't intend on crash dieting... I think my current plan can work but we'll see. I'm a competitive person and I hate coming in last. I'm done with that. I think this plan can work because I'm just cutting out the junk but not trying to starve myself.
So... that long paragraph out of the way.
2) Keep working towards 2/3/4/500... this would be press, bench press, squat, and deadlift respectively. I think these are reasonable general goals that are unlikely to materialize in the coming year, but I think i can get in striking distance for squat... we'll see what the rest will yield. Now, I will be on a massive, year-long cut... I understand this. The materials I've read claim that you can usually keep making gains on a limited diet to around 220 or so... i currently weigh 285. So, I can keep making gains congruent with my ability to recover etc.... technically this is always true, but my recovery is more or less "normal" given my body has fat it can siphon. I would like the power movements to get better, back stronger, grip better.... I will say, the last year and strength training has been an interesting adventure. I will be pursuing this further because I think its helpful... I just have to trust in the ability to progress. The current "long term plan" is to get to be seriously strong... 2/3/4/500 is a good benchmark... once I hit those I plan to train for size... not so much body building but 10+ rep movements to increase mass. The goal in that end is to impress others and not my own mirror.
3) Keep up with other activities as body and time permit. I have so many goals and so little time. Currently I have two rec leagues but since my time is restricted without a car (groceries and errands take longer) its hard to find time to get everything done. I still want to pursue a non-physical goal (improv comedy)... one rec league will finish in March... the other is kinda rolling.
4) Keep my sanity. This is a non-physical issue but between time demands and work environment in order to meet my other goals I have to keep on task. Frustration in life leads to me eating stuff and having bad workouts... but I can only do what i can do... push ahead, persevere, get better.