I don't think you have a very good read on me at all, not that I would expect you to spend any time trying to come up with one. I'm not really a "join the military" kind of guy. I don't have anything against the military, and I have respect for those who have given themselves to that life. I just have no desire to go out and kill anyone, or even be trained to go out and kill anyone, and I'm not that keen on the idea of getting shot myself.
As for terrorism, I doubt I've made a post about terrorism on this board. I think it was Joe who republished the 9/11 thread awhile back, and I remember skimming through it. I don't think I made a single post in that thread. I certainly didn't post on Benghazi. In fact, doing so would probably be against my nature, since I tend not to get too worked up over things.
Posters can continue to speculate on my motives or misrepresent my beliefs. I don't care. I think if you boiled it all down and took a candid look at my posts, the principal theme is that I tend towards a que sera sera outlook on events. If you want to be critical of that, fine, but I don't expect to change. I don't worry about the things that I can't change, or even those things that create the illusion I can change them.